so far, so good. quite a bit of people came over today. made breakfast for dinner today. everyone ate like maniacs. geez i love my obese family. after everyone left and so did my uncle&cousin. i love when they leave. it’s so quiet without them here. so it was a very chill night with my aunt+cousins. cleaned and supervised. kids went to bed. smoked a jay & watching half of dog pound. ate mama noodles with my aunty and now laying down. it’s almost 5 in the morning and sleep&be ready for takira &kaydence’s dance recital tomorrow. then in the afternoon we’re going to my uncle’s grave since it’s his birthday. maybe i’ll have a drink or two tomorrow. no more mdma. hopefully.
It's crazy to think that in this very second right now. Someone's dying. Someone's cheating on their wife. Someone's writing a suicide note. Someone just lost their daughter. Someone just got diagnosed with cancer. Someone just got in a car accident. Someone's pregnant. Someone did cocaine for the first time. Someone just got raped. Someone took another person's life. Someone hasn't talked to their dad in years. Someone's abusing their spouse. Someone's signing divorce papers. Someone killed themselves. Right there. In that very second, all of that happened somewhere out there in the world.
When I was like 8 or something, I was home alone with my brothers and I was taking a bath just minding my own business. Then all of a sudden my dick was standing up and really hard and all that usual boner stuff. I didn’t know what it was because my family is full of assholes who didn’t tell me…
coke, zanx and perks on friday. mdma and bacardi on saturday / sunday morning. i’ve taken m twice and each time when i was trying to come off i would watch hockey. thank you rangers/capitals & coyotes/kings. i have to slow down with this shit. but it’s so fun. uncle dannys talking with aunties and the kids. he must be sober. only took 2 and a half but it was great :) babysitting tonight, aunts are going out.. so i have to stay up now. need some weed to chill the fuck out. fuck my life. aha. i have to shower. but this morning though. teets the shit, gotta love him. and tia. cousins girlfriend. obviously love her. aha. wow when i read this when i’m straight i’m totally going to laugh! oooookay.. my uncle just walked from the bathroom to his room with his underwear OVER a towel. first time i’ve ever seen that. hopefully it will be my last. thank goodness our guy had no m’s. honestly i lost my self .. I don’t even know what i was writting about.. almost all sober now!